Down

Yesterday’s post got me thinking. Is the honesty I’m sharing too much? Should there be things I just keep to myself? Could this be an embarrassment to my family? Is the eye in the sky,(government), keeping tabs on what I write? Who is assessing my information? Do I care?

Yes, I do care. If I am one thing, it’s honest. I’m very bad at lying. I feel it’s written all over my face, that’s one reason I don’t lie. Even though you can’t see my face as I type on this laptop, it’s not in my heart to lie. You were right Terry, it was a very emotional post. Things I did, that I’m not to proud of, but made me into a better person. Taught me compassion, truth, and how to proceed with life, even though there is a new lesson everyday.

Today I am just feeling really down, and trying to re-group myself. My family does not know about my page, and they all refuse Facebook, because they want to remain private. I don’t understand why I am so open to share. Frankly, I’m starting to question if I should be so open with the public. Skeleton’s in my closet? I want to rid them. I don’t allow them to haunt me, at least I try not to. So, by writing about them, they disappear. Well kind of. They are just released.

There are many that will pass judgement on me, I know. I don’t believe I have the right to judge anyone, that’s not my job here on earth. Now, I’m in this funk, wondering if I share too much…….

Please enjoy this tune by Van Halen with David Lee Roth in Me Wise Magic:

What It Means To Me

My site here at WordPress, is my personal therapist. I have shared things, without hesitation, because I feel freedom!  An ability to say how I feel, share my heart, and mostly, seeing how many beautiful people this world holds.

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My site is called backwards222, because I get very unorganized. My mind rarely shuts off, so random thoughts just keep popping up. So it is really a mixture of all my thoughts as they randomly appear. So I consider my site backwards.

I receive many warm thoughts, laughter, caring and sharing, for opening my heart, and letting it all go. You can never have too much love in your life. Even suffering pain will not keep me from my happy place, WordPress. When people say they wish they could somehow help me, I think to myself, they are, just because they care.

I may have limitations physically, but my heart and faith, keeps me moving along the best I can. My friends, and I do mean friends, even if we never actually met physically, keep my soul afire. I thank you all.

I have a video of Journey performing live, Wheel In The Sky, it’s a lovely piece, so I hope you watch and enjoy this. And once again, thank you, my dear friends!

Not Forgotten

Some things on the net today sparked this song in my head. When this band came out, we here in the U.S.A. were on fire! Finally, a legend had appeared before our eyes! I bring to you, that band that I will never forget. The band I knew all the lyrics to on their debut album. Eddie was our guitar rock god!  Please enjoy Van Halen : Running With The Devil 1978:

 

Disturbed

I have a video post of Disturbed : Stupify, from the album The Sickness.

This video makes me think of a lot of things. Poverty, politics, the economy and the way people overspend and the greedy. What do you think about, watching this video? Don’t be shy, leave a comment! :)

Flavorwire » 10 Works of Art We Can’t Believe They Got Away With

I thought this site was very interesting. Now, I don’t really believe all the interpretations, however, it is interesting to read!

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Flavorwire » 10 Works of Art We Can’t Believe They Got Away With.

I Was Tagged

I WAS TAGGED

http://kylemew.wordpress.com/I was tagged by Kyle at http://kylemew.wordpress.com/ http://kylemew.wordpress.com/ Now my stat bar looks as if it flatlined! But I loved it!

1. Describe yourself in 7 words.
Sad,Happy,Compassionate,Passionate,Loving,Maniac,Friend

2. What keeps you up at night?

My cats, the little stinkers who sleep all day!

3. Who would you like to be?
The best I can

4. What are you wearing right now?

A Nighty.

5. What scares you?

Myself

6. The best and worst of blogging.
best: Meeting so many cool people
worst: Spam, and I do not like the food either!

7. The last website I visited.

http://www.Kylemew.com

8. What is one thing I would change about myself?
Not being physically sick, or mentally, for that matter!.

9. Slankets. Yes or No?
No! Do not like confinement!
(snuggies)

10. Tell us something about the person that tagged you.

The person who tagged me is a writing genius, addicted to sex and madness, yet a very kind heart. I love all his posts, and visit his site daily! I’m a stalker…no, Kyle invited me! He’s so freaking sweet!

I’m supposed to tag ten people.

Ayasonice

Princess Laila

The Alternate Economy

The 1 Saved By Grace

fiaz

wattsj

Ashley Jillian

Nae’s Nest

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KyleMew

Do Not Know If I DID this right! Help KYLE!!!!!

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Drew McCall Burke & Mitzi Mager!!!!!

DREW MCCALL BURKE AND MITZI MAGER!

17 Amazing Science Facts To Discover

Here we have some Science facts to toggle your brain! I know my brain needs some toggling! All in Fun, please enjoy! Don’t forget to click the link under photo!

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17 Amazing Science Facts To Discover | Mind Junker.

Did You Know ? 50 Facts

I haven’t researched these facts, so I don’t know if all are true, however this is really amusing! Click the link below photo to check them out! Enjoy!

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Did You Know ? 50 Facts | Mind Junker.